You can be the tear - That I cry if we ever split

Baths...

2010-11-21T17:48:00.003Z

And you have those who, like to cuddle up next to bonfires, and under hoodies...

But what I have...
Is far more warm then bonfires, and hoodies.

and bit too personal.
Happy 210 days.
Thankyou for staying with me
<3

Oh it's what you do to me

2010-11-12T19:35:00.001Z

What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this piano
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

I'll kill you.

2010-11-01T20:33:00.000Z

*Apparently someone is trying to ruin my life
*cause they don't like me
*mainly, my relationship.

You touch her.
And I'll kill you.

180 days

2010-10-22T21:01:00.001+01:00

When I'm around you...
words don't even describe what I feel

I love you
forever

And whilst it's been 6 months
it seems like forever...

And many more...

will come
I promise
<3
I love you

For her

2010-10-21T21:09:00.000+01:00

Who is your significant other?:

Rhianna Caroline Ward <3

How long have you been with your significant other?:

6 Months on the 22th

How did you meet?:

At a school concert ...;D

Was it love at first sight?:

pfffttt....more like annoyance at first sight :P

Did you plan on winning their heart?:

maybe...She did though...D:

How long before you started to date/ mutually like each other?:

a little longer...stuipd icelandic ashes

What was your ideal partner before you met your current boyfriend/girlfriend?:

Just someone I could sit and talk to forever

Is your significant other your ideal partner? Or at least close?

I wouldn't choose another person

How do you think your current boyfriend/girlfriend fell for you?:

I acutally don't know. I still think I dreaming...

How did you fall for them?:

she's cute. and amazing. and like...you know...I just get that werid feeling around her :$

One thing you know your significant other hates?

Chicken ;D

Ones thing you know they love? (not including yourself):

Ho fun :P
The whole asian culture thing

Favourite thing to do together?:

Just taking naps together...and seeing her :3

One thing your significant other does that makes you go weak in the knees?:

hmmmm
Just...some...things.

Are you one of those couples that everyone else thinks is cute?:

err...
I wouldn't know D:

Would you ever do the long distance thing?:

I couldn't leave her for anything

Can your significant other make you embarrassed?:

she could, if I could blush .

One thing you've done to make your significant other like you more? (ie haircuts, getting into a certain game, buying a certain outfit)

oh...playing her fav. piano pieces, doing her the odd paper hear...

Do you know each other's dark secrets?:

hahaha...what secrets?

One thing you would NEVER let your significant other do?:

BUY ME THINGS
she tries...and fails ;)

One thing you'd like to say to your significant other right now?:

I am smiling honey :)

2010-10-15T19:41:00.001+01:00

I'm sorry

I'm going to have to.

You can call it complaining if you want.

You can call it moaning if you want.

You probably won’t even read this. You’ll probably too busy.

But if it doesn’t come out now, I’m not going to be happy tomorrow. And I want to be happy tomorrow, I’ve a birthday to attend.

You make plans with me and you then cancel at the last minute. You wouldn’t like it if I were to cancel on you tomorrow. Then you’ll say you’ll see me tomorrow. Then something happens, I understand life gets in the way, so I wait.

If I can't see you this week, I'll see you the next.
If not,
The following...
If never...

Well,
least I have my memories
but its okay. I love you.

You make me sit and wait for endless of hours, in the cold, just to see you for a few minutes. You keep on making me wait. Sometimes it’s not your fault, I understand; but least you could do is try.

It’s okay...I don’t mind. I love you

When I do get to see you, despite knowing how little time we have together, you do something like play a game by yourself, or tidy a room and just leave me alone, and by the time you finish, I have to go. You waste what little time we have.

It’s okay...I don’t mind. I get to see nevertheless, I love you.

You say you know when you’ve hurt me...Do you really? I didn’t want to look at you today I was scared of breaking down. Did you see that tear? Of course not. You were too busy.

So many things, that I dislike, or that I wouldn’t want to do.

But I still do it. Then comes a point when you don’t want to do something, I don’t force you.

It’s okay...I don’t mind. I love you

I keep it so hidden away from my parents, just to see you. I try so hard, sometimes I just feel...not appreciated. I do all these tiny things for you. You probably won’t even notice. You probably will never ever find that note I left you the other day. Or that heart I left on your doorstop.

I try talking to you. It doesn’t seem like I ever can get a sentence out without you going “shutup”. I ask about your day.

You say I don’t talk about my opinions or my choices often. Maybe it’s because every time I try, you say I’m moaning, and then you get upset.

So I keep my thoughts to myself. It’s okay...I don’t mind. I love you

So every time, after I visit, I sit and wait for the bus that never comes. I cough every so often as the dust of the cars flies by. I might shiver and so, as the cold settles in. I might even become ill cause of it.

It’s okay. And most of the time it was worth it. I don’t mind. I love you.

And now this month, I don’t think any was worth it.

I place you first in everything. I place you over anything. Yet...You just push it away, like it means nothing to you.

I’m ill, but it’s okay. I have paper cuts over my hands trying a scrapbook, but its okay. The irony is now that I’m feeling too ill for tomorrow. The day you are so happy about. The irony is that now every so often I feel the pain of the cut when I try playing the piece that will make you happy in the Christmas concert. It’s okay that I’ve been starving myself this month, just to save what little money I can for you, and days out with you, and presents for you.

I really don’t mind. Why? It’s because I love you

I want you happy.

But...I really wish,

It’s nothing much I want. I just wish you would value our time together more.

I just really wish that you try harder.

I need to find some medicine now. I need to be feeling better for tomorrow

Okay.

It’s all out.

I feel much better.

Need to finish off some preparations for someone’s birthday

I love you.

*on the brighter side of life...my piano is fixed!!! YAAY*

Memories

2010-10-09T20:38:00.001+01:00

If I can't see you this week,

I'll see you the next.
If not,

The following...
If never.

Well,
least I have my memories
<3

Very.

2010-10-09T18:13:00.000+01:00

isn't it upsetting when people cancel on you?

Texts that I keep

2010-10-03T20:36:00.000+01:00

7 August 15:10

I was missing someone <3!>

I remember

I keep

I love you.

David Rawlinson and Endorsed by Random.

2010-10-03T20:34:00.002+01:00

Devious mastermind,

Behind everything...

It all goes to plan as plan

That would be alter ego.

I LOVE YOU
HONEY

YOU'RE LIKE MINE
FOREVER
OKAY?
MINE

NO ONE
ELSE'S

BUT MINE

Oh...damn. Caps lock on...

PS: I love you more.

And...

I love you more.

Rain on me...I don't care, I'm in love

2010-10-01T20:58:00.001+01:00

Oh...When
it's raining...and you're walking with a little jump in each step,
smiling like a fool to yourself...you know you're in love
<3

Dance

2010-09-22T20:47:00.001+01:00

Glistening bodies entwined
in an ageless erotic dance,
seeking pleasures from each other,
seeking wonder and romance.

She touches his face with tenderness.
He draws her body near.
Aching, needing hunger
will make their destiny clear.

Their lips meet in soft kisses,
their tongues begin passion's war.
Forgotten now, the outside world.
All is here, behind this door.

She rides him faster, even then,
to hear his wondrous sighs.
She shows him all the delights
she has between her womanly thighs.

They stare into each other's eyes
Their mouths meet in passionate need,

riding with desire,
only resting their throbbing bodies
when sated by their fire.

You.

2010-09-16T20:46:00.001+01:00

Iloveyou.

Imissyou.

Somethingyou.

ahahahaaaa
I don't think I've been so happy.
I don't think my life acutally has started till you.

You.You.You.

YOU
<3

I miss you.

2010-09-08T18:40:00.001+01:00

I've been missin you too long.

I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.

It hurts...
You see?

You're the best

2010-09-01T15:50:00.000+01:00

You're the one who's by my side
when no one else is there.
You're the one I can always count on,
You always seem to care.

You help me through
the tough times,
and when I've lost all hope,
You cry with me at sad times,
and laugh at all my jokes.

You never seem to judge me
or ever put me down,
You put a smile on my face,
When ever you see a frown.

You have a special place in my heart,
That's why your my Best Friend...
My girlfriend <3

Just remember...

2010-08-25T22:29:00.003+01:00

I never really knew you,
Just some girl.
An annoying one too...
You were just another friend

But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories...

Or as she says
"He was lonely, lonely for so long, looking for someone to love"
that would only make me cry

I had to forget...
and give love another try

So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go

I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day.

And I realise too,
You love me...Maybe more than me?

My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing...
I Love You
<3

4 months

2010-08-21T21:27:00.000+01:00

And on my way home,
I realised how truely happy I am with you.

All worries, disappear, gone.
I forgot everything but you.

It took me four months
But I finally realise

I love you
You love me.

<3

Smile

2010-08-19T20:50:00.002+01:00

Smile, you fool...
I don't see why you would be upset

you're only going to make me feel worst...

<3

2010-08-19T15:13:00.000+01:00

Aww....Fuck.

3

2010-08-14T20:01:00.000+01:00

Overused...I guess

But I don't know what else to say;

but...

Iloveyou<3

Wonder, and to Ponder

2010-08-11T19:54:00.001+01:00

No need to wonder, or to ponder

I'm here...

Forever

I'm yours, to keep...

Only If you're mine <3

Mystery 090810

2010-08-09T19:56:00.001+01:00

Sometimes our loved ones put us on pedestals - and we simply can't live up to the picture they have in their minds.

You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You look at my smile;
You search for something that isn't there.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You listen to my voice, and call me an angel.
This angel is flesh and blood,

You see - I'm not a mystery.
I am me.

I am flesh and blood.
Touch me; I wont break.
There's no mystery here.
Caress me; feel the warmth.
I'm not a mystery

Here I am - desires abound;
Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress
Like a flower; make me bloom.
Don't stop; not even to rest!
No mystery here
I feel the weight of your body against mine;
Your heaving breath upon my skin.
The most gentle touch on my thigh,
The soft nibbling on my -

Moving slowly in a downward motion.
Now you see,
I'm no mystery...

none at all.
I'm all yours

You're mine

2010-08-05T22:44:00.000+01:00

You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine
You're mine

Forest~~

2010-08-04T20:32:00.002+01:00

And as we entered...the small gaping, the outlooking tress stared down, keeping us dry....

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Isabella Swan pg.1

And I must admit...I see now, how this will work.
You're my life, and as mine as to yours...

"I love you," I whispered.
"You are my life now," he answered simply.

15. Mind Over Matter - pg.314

~~Hate it yet?~~

Letters to Me

2010-08-01T14:09:00.002+01:00

100 days
100 magical days...

heheheeee

"Hopefully I will be in your heart. Before, I was unsure about the darkness within my mind and heart. I’m desperate, which worries me that sometimes I am annoying you. Just the over enthusiastic girl in love with the perfect guardian angel, ensnared into a sin, though, I’m in love with my own sins. I love you and you’re stuck with me for eternity. Despite the fact I am gone I can’t let the end come just yet. I’ll be feeling depressed. I want you to miss me and to be all mine again, My Kawing Hau. I love you. I am going to care for you always. I will come back soon. I would sacrifice my life whenever you need me to. I Love you Kawing. I am hiding in reach just not in sight. I would rather burn inside hell instead of hurting you. I’m running out of things to say. Ahhh Mr Hau, I think you’re hot. I know that I love you forever and I’m sure you know that. I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
I Love You :3 "

In her letters to me...

2010-07-31T21:28:00.000+01:00

Oh wow
she's back

YAAAY
AT LAST
<3

ponder

2010-07-27T14:53:00.000+01:00

I'm missing you~~

it acutally hurts.

Amazing how an absent of a person can cause such pain...

Pefect Two

2010-07-25T17:36:00.000+01:00

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can can be the captain
I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that's I feel on our first date

You can be the hero
I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry...

Ishallmissyou

2010-07-24T23:08:00.001+01:00

As we were standing near the Departure Lounge, with tears in eyes (Rhy) she leaned into me and said 'Tell Kawing he smells'. She will really miss you this week, *(Rhy never cries)*

From her Mother

220710

2010-07-22T20:09:00.002+01:00

Buzz Lightyear: Hold on, this is no time to be hysterical!
Hamm the Piggy Bank: This is the perfect time to be hysterical.
Rex the Green Dinosaur: Should we be HYSTERICAL?
Slinky Dog: No!
Mr. Potato Head: Yes!
Buzz Lightyear: Maybe! But not right now!
Hamm the Piggy Bank: C'mon. Let's go see how much we're going for on eBay.

Hehehe
I've waited 11 years, and it finally paid of. I watched it with...perhaps the person that perhaps, showd me meaning into life...and gave me a whole new life...
I love her so much... <3

220710
90 days? Ahhh.....hehehe....it would be 90 years, and we would still be togther

Ken: Okay, now you start.
Barbie: I...
Ken: love...
Barbie: you! Oh!
Ken: See? That time I said "love"! Okay, now me first.
[Buzz gives them a strange look]
Barbie: [overlapping] Ooh! Okay okay okay...
Ken: I...
Barbie: love...
Ken: you! You see what I mean? It changes every time!
Barbie: [laughing] You are so smart!

Beautiful mess

2010-07-22T11:12:00.002+01:00

And it' s 90

and it won't be long, before it's 100

oh...

What magical fun....

"There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these, words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging"

Missing you already.

2010-07-19T21:14:00.002+01:00

Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead

Not that I'm being forced to blog...of course not...

And today, indeed was a date, And while...I will shall miss you, whilst you disappear, there isn't much I can do, but spend what little time I have this week with you...

Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

I'm sorry, I have a sudden affection for Bohemian Rhapsody....

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody
I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Oh dear...

I am so going to miss you
<3

Temptations

2010-07-16T18:59:00.001+01:00

And while I might not note down a date...

It most certainly sparks off one...

And now, I cannot wait.

And yes...I believe the word is spoilers....

But I'm changing it to...

temptations....
<3

Eyes on Me

2010-07-15T20:06:00.001+01:00

And while you shake...I hold your hand...

It'll be okay.

It was more than okay

And while you stand on stage...shaking, You blow a most confident note; I look at you while I play, at times losing focus.

And all went well, and most sweet.

Oh...the piece?
Strangely, and most ironicly....Eyes on Me~~

Marry Me...

2010-07-14T22:31:00.000+01:00

I feel my wings have broken in your hands;
I feel the words unspoken inside.

The fabric of your flesh; ~ pure as a wedding dress.

Missing you...

2010-07-12T23:48:00.001+01:00

A touch, soft and tender.
A whisper, full of desire
A gasp of sweet surrender
As passion fuels the fire

No words spoken between them
No promises to be kept
No lies being told tonight
No looking back - no regrets

Longing to hold each other
Such precious little time
Both vowed to another
Being lonely their only crime

I miss you...

110710

2010-07-11T19:41:00.002+01:00

Ah just about when I though I had the upper hand....
ahhhh

That feeling was amazing....
I think, we've *nearly* done it all

loveyou...

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Moon hangs, almost full
pieces of cloud scatter,
glide in soft, summer breeze.
We lay in our meadow
listening to the sound of night
her head nestled on my arm.
Night air made for kissing
dances upon our skin
chilling wherever is damp.
She stirs, quietly calls,
my name hangs on summer eve
floats about our meadow.
She sighs, moves closer
snuggling in, once again
her breath stirs, awakens.
Hands join in gentle caress
exploration shared and renewed
oh, so smooth and lovely.
We turn, lips meeting
slow, softly, delicate
building quickly to demand.
Crying out, beginning and end
collapsing, breathing ragged
moon hangs, slightly fuller.

100710

2010-07-10T21:49:00.002+01:00

Really...amazingly magical...

If everyday, was like this day...If only...

Beauitful blue skies...and overhead leaves....

Oh....hello...cuitepie~

Cladded in white, like my angel...Will you be here for me, forever?
I love you <2+1

090710

2010-07-09T20:46:00.002+01:00

...And he didn't really care how she looked...the fact was that she was his...and will always will be...the fact how close they where...and always will be, and how amazingly beauitful she would be, no matter what, and always will be...

Still it rushes through me, in every pore,through every cell.

What is this . . . what feeling is this?
I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits.

This absolute emmersion blankets my everyconscious thought.
Drawing you closer, bringing you here.
So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight.
I feel your breath,,heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain.

I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers.
You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch.

Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing.
Desire tempts me.

"Move closer . . . " she whispers,
"closer, closer. "

A paradox? Closer to you,
like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space.
Deeper you come!

Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me
"more...more"

CRASH! *I most certainly did not fall off your bed...nor did your mother just....phyiscally pwned you*

Eyes open, must I see?
Truth is now . . . this reality.

it was then, that he realised...it was then that he had confirmed...it was then...
no...

it wasn't just then
It was ages ago...that
he loved her...and knew that he would want to spend the rest of his life with her...forgetting various other dreams....because he had the best one...

with her...

080710

2010-07-08T20:05:00.001+01:00

When you kissed my awaiting lips...I could of died in that moment of perfect, bliss, sweet, warm....

Page 247

p.s ~ I love you

As quoted from memoir ~ 080710

I belong to you

2010-07-06T21:49:00.001+01:00

When these pillars get pulled down,
It will be you who wears the crown,
And I’ll owe everything to you

How much pain has cracked your soul?
How much love would make you whole?
You’re my guiding lightning strike

I can’t find the words to say,
But they’re overdue,
I’ve travelled half the world to say,
I belong to you

Then she attacks me like a Leo,
When my heart is split like Rio,
But, I assure you my debts are real

I can’t find the words to say,
When I’m confused,
I’ve travelled half the world to say,
You are my mu-

(Ah! Réponds à ma tendresse,
Verse-moi, verse-moi l’ivresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Ah! Verse-moi l’ivresse,
Verse-moi, verse-moi l'ivresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Réponds à ma tendresse,
Ah! Verse-moi l'ivresse,)

I can’t find the words to say,
But they’re overdue,
I’ve travelled half the world to say,
I belong to you

loveyou

2010-06-30T22:00:00.000+01:00

"...She made a loveheart out of water at Guides

And wrote KH next to it

Thats how much she loves you"

I love you
<3

I'll be coming for your love

2010-06-28T21:46:00.002+01:00

There's nothing short of but magical between me and you...
And I feel like I've run out of things that describe how much you mean to me...

And while, it may seem
over used...and cliche

I guess there's no other better word

then,

I love you

270610

2010-06-27T16:43:00.000+01:00

Her skin, I love to touch,
I love to touch her skin.
Soft, succulent, delicious skin

I love to touch her skin.
Our mouths,
with gentle suction, pulling and drawing,
Our tongues,
entwined in rhythmical dance,
sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united.
Thick protrusion enters her skin,
Her skin,
I love to touch.

250610

2010-06-25T18:43:00.003+01:00

Truely...magical date

I love you

2010-06-22T18:47:00.001+01:00

...And it was magical indeed.

While it has only been a while...

I think,
It's true...

<2+1

Close...

2010-06-21T22:50:00.002+01:00

Oh...eventful tomorrow..

And everything's in place.
And we're as close as we can be...

for now...

2010-06-20T08:15:00.001+01:00

I completely give up with my mind. It doesn't make any sense to me any more.

it's just a change reaction isn't it?
Nothing more than the domino effect...

I'll wait...
I always wait...
I'll wait.

2010-06-20T08:15:00.000+01:00

I completely give up with my mind. It doesn't make any sense to me any more.

The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

2010-06-17T21:18:00.003+01:00

So I waited...

And waited...

And while I waited...

I though you wouldn't come...

A tiny tear...leaked out.

But when I saw you...
It was worth the wait.

But now...

But now...
I rather see you much longer...

But the thing is...
I waited.
I waited for so long.
But I did
Would you of waited?

Do you even have time for me now?

Thinking. Can't stop thinking.
Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.

struck me like lightning to a tree.
Pointy, like a star
So bright, yet not shining as a star would,
But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.
a star in my eyes.

That gas was gone.
The atmosphere was dry
and I began to choke.
a child being taken from its poor,
drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.
Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.
Wondering.

The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

Same old songs, just once more

2010-06-16T22:07:00.002+01:00

The wounds on your hands
Never seem to heal
I thought all I needed was to believe

And I see you more than enough...
Why would one miss you so much?

Too fast?
Too slow?
Maybe the pace is just right.
I rather like how we're going right now.

Faulty logic? Perhaps. Going down there? Vice Versa?
The sweet boundries of age
No...
I like how we are.
I'll wait.
I keep my promises
A promise made when growing up together
It's so clear
I believe it since we made a pinky swear

Senseless years thunder by
Millions are willing to give their lives for You
Does nothing live on?

The dandelion next to the fence in primary school
It was a scenery that had flavour in my memory
Taking an afternoon nap, cicada noise comes from the playground
After how many years, it still sounds good.

Is that you on the bus?
Is that you on the train?
You wrote your number on my hand
And it came off in the rain

With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Shower of Rain

2010-06-15T23:12:00.001+01:00

Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof

invoking a dreamy feeling
firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter

my hand in yours as you pull me to you
your clear blue eyes gaze into mine
lips hovering just a whisper away
electricity flows between us
almost visible in it's intensity

feeling a heady rush, sweet and warm
inside and out

your fingers curl around mine
as you lean close

settling your lips gently on mine
hands tangling in my hair
kiss deepening
as the rain
sing a lulling duet

nothing else matters
just this moment
just this kiss
just you and I

Life on Mars?

2010-06-15T22:57:00.000+01:00

It's a god-awful small affair
To the girl with the mousy hair

Magic

2010-06-15T18:34:00.001+01:00

Everywhere
Everywhere...

Very...
Magical.

You.

2010-06-14T22:07:00.001+01:00

God
I sound too happy here

Maybe
it's because

you know...

you.

Wow

2010-06-11T18:38:00.000+01:00

Actually
I can now
truly
see us together in the future
I knew it would happen

And quoted.

Much love
<2+1

Ethics

2010-06-10T20:20:00.001+01:00

you know if you enjoy...
then it's correct

Right or wrong is relative. It is defined by the principles we share in common.The principles we share in common are the principles we subscribe to and are the principles that bind us. In a country right or wrong is defined by the law contained in its constitution. If two countries are at war right and wrong is defined by principles enshrined in the United Nations charter. In an organization right and wrong is defined by constitution of the organization. So right and wrong is relative and is defined by the principles we subscribe-to

Great.

2010-06-09T18:08:00.001+01:00

Great.

Thanks.

Just wanted some time with you.
Someone to talk to.

Ballade

2010-06-08T20:32:00.001+01:00

Thanks
Alone trip.

Forcing memories back.
What a waste of time...

I just wanted to spend some time with you...
Just...a talk.

But...

Enjoyable

2010-06-07T18:56:00.000+01:00

It was a pleasent day

And.
Not to mention...

You<3

And I bet you enjoyed it too
I'm sure
Eventually you'll understand my ethics

*hinthint*

2010-06-06T16:53:00.001+01:00

I enjoyed it <3

I bet you did...

Philosophy of Ethics

2010-06-06T16:48:00.002+01:00

Oh wow

That was pretty amazing.

Age is only a number...

Divine Law
Well with divine law, it makes it very simple with ethics. If God says it's wrong...it is wrong.
But how can we be sure what God really thinks? Another problem is interpreatation.

Society
Isn't ethics all just pushed down from our parents? How can we be really sure that our ethics are ours...and not a product of society?

Utilitarianism
"the end justifies the means"
If you enjoyed
Then end of...

There's alot more.
But
hey.

I can't be asked to explain them all

loveyou...

2010-06-05T20:54:00.001+01:00

Heheheee
Tomorrow<3

2010-06-05T16:26:00.001+01:00

I grow grumpy when I can't see you

Don't blame me

*shrugs*

2010-06-04T22:45:00.001+01:00

Iloveyou

2010-06-04T20:16:00.000+01:00

Are you reading this?

Highly doubtful.

Age

2010-06-03T23:14:00.002+01:00

Bah

I tend to forget one's age

I still haven't realised I'm a year older...

in fact

I keep on forgetting your age

Bah

My bad - must bear that in mind.

Ahhh
Funny thing is

it's too good to be true
It's impossible
that i have such
an amazing girlfriend

Age

2010-06-03T23:14:00.000+01:00

Bah

I tend to forget one's age

I still haven't realised I'm a year older...

in fact

I keep on forgetting your age

Bah

My bad - must bear that in mind.

This MUST be a fairytale

2010-06-01T21:49:00.002+01:00

Just about everywhere

On the stations
trafalgar square
leicester square
Posh Japan Shop

I touch you
You touch me

And I know
For the 60th day present

I know
After that

I can promise you
You can promise me

Imagine you and I,
Close as breath,

For you taste of Raspberries,
sweetly irresistible,

The fragrance of you,
Takes my breath away,

I am burning inside,
A torch of fire,

deep, dark, mysterious,

I am your slave,
Your love has captured me,

Grab my body,
Pull me close,

I ask if I may kiss you.
You just smile; no answer is necessary.
My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips.

Like I am asking, "Do you want me?"

Touching every part,

Over and over again.
Tickling you, tickle, tickle,

Now I press my lips gently to yours.

I cannot rest long in any one place.
I have such a need to go on.

dance together.
We are exploring.

rhythmic and stabbing.

I ask again, do you want me?
I can tell that you do.
No words are necessary.

Show me your love,
In ways I could only dream.

Wake me I must be dreaming,
This is a fairytale.

2010-05-31T21:23:00.001+01:00

Ah well

What can you do about it.

It's not the tiny things...
Like that

I'm just
scared
that it'll build up

and that

you'll leave me

2010-05-30T19:50:00.000+01:00

...Still

Just maybe...

I don't know...

loveyou<3

2010-05-29T20:58:00.000+01:00

Age is just a number.

We forgot to take a picture.

And yes
I did have fun
<3

forbidden colours

2010-05-28T22:54:00.002+01:00

My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes...
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in..
You once again

2010-05-28T17:49:00.001+01:00

Meh.

so what?

i'm sorry
i'm no fun

but hey

I love you

270510

2010-05-27T19:10:00.001+01:00

Ooooh

That feels too good

2010-05-27T19:10:00.000+01:00

Ooooh

That feels too good

220410

2010-05-26T07:37:00.001+01:00

You.
Just You.
Only You.

I.
I Need You.
I Want You.

Just ... Do You Need Me?
I believe .. You Need Someone, Who Is There To Keep You Happy.
To Keep You Feeling Alive.
Wanted.
Loved.

I am that someone.

I Love You <3

Surgeon...!

2010-05-24T20:21:00.001+01:00

Is there a hole in your heart
or am I mistaken?

I can see your capillary veins.

You be the patient,
I'll be the surgeon,

Just like 1st grade on the playground all day.

Sleep...Sleep....

2010-05-23T20:58:00.002+01:00

Through my journeys, I have found that beauty is a thing of no Words.
So when I see you, I am
Speechless.

As you lie here in mysleeping arms
No words spoken - No sound made
Just lying here with you says enough

With your arms around me
Your breath whispering across my face
So warm...Yet so cooling

I want to give you my all
Everything I have inside
How can I prove my love to you...Words... just aren't enough

The stillness breaks - Your body awakes
You turn over towards me
Your eyes open

They look into mine
They make me glad to be alive
To breathe the same air as you To touch you

Your soft lips meet mine
They whisper words I could live forever in
"I love you"
My heart melts

I return your kiss
And the words you speak
I return your love And all that you've given to me

I love you, my sleeping baby.

God and the World

2010-05-22T21:01:00.002+01:00

Converting...Converting...Converting...
Let's treat this like a philosophical exam

Religion is a word which refers to approaches to human spirituality which usually encompass a set of narratives, symbols, beliefs and practices, often with a supernatural or transcendent quality, that give meaning to the practitioner's experiences of life through reference to a higher power or truth.

It may be expressed through prayer, ritual, meditation, music and art, among other things.
It may focus on specific supernatural, metaphysical, and moral claims about reality (the cosmos and human nature) which may yield a set of religious laws, ethics, and a particular lifestyle.

Religion also encompasses ancestral or cultural traditions, writings, history, and mythology, as well as personal faith and religious experience. The term "religion" refers to both the personal practices related to communal faith and to group rituals and communication stemming from shared conviction.

Religion is amazing. But we don't need it to show us what we are. Organized religion is a Choose Your Own Adventure novel for people of extremely limited imagination.

The church has been so harsh with heretics only because she deemed that there is no worse enemy than a child who has gone astray. But the record of Gnostic effronteries and the persistence of Manichean currents have contributed more to the construction of orthodox dogma than all the prayers.

I don't know

We don't need religion
We need a God

You are how?

2010-05-22T16:28:00.001+01:00

how ARE you?

Ahhhhh

2010-05-21T20:45:00.001+01:00

Their flamboyant flurry of laughter chimed in the wind, scattering the leaves in the benevolant sunshine. His hands wrapped around her warm body and their lips were trapped in a world of their own. She was happy, laying there on his lap, words endlessly flowing through the smile of her mouth. He would smile and stroke her cheek, feeling the flare of blush within his fingertips. Long arms would cradle her, intoxicated by her aroma. She is one lucky girl

Quoted from "The (After) Life Of The Party"

2010-05-21T18:05:00.000+01:00

That was comfortable

That felt nice

Oooh...

Should my hands be there?

<3

Eeyore

2010-05-20T19:01:00.002+01:00

It's just a wonderment to why at times.

And sometimes, it's just rather a too long day, and I really don't want to go and catch you.
Sometimes,
Maybe I just want to sit down...and just be silence.

not that I'm miserable...

Eeyore; a character in the Winnie-the-Pooh books by A.A. Milne. He is generally characterized as a pessimistic, gloomy, depressed, old grey stuffed donkey

Eeyore is a favorite amongst most admirers of Winnie the Pooh characters and he is an unbelievably loveable donkey who is dismally gloomy for almost eternity. But that’s not Eeyore’s perception of himself, according to him; he doesn’t expect too much of himself and therefore remains quiet for most of the time. That in no ways means he isn’t an intelligent animal, he is actually quite knowledgeable yet he confines his knowledge to himself. This is the reason why he is very quiet most of the time and a bit depressed. Eeyore, a very gloomy, blue-gray donkey, is stuffed with sawdust. His appearance is highlighted by a small light pink bow on his tail; this reflects well on this animal when there is an occasional hint of joy that surfaces in Eeyore.

Eeyore has very little expectations from his friends and therefore wherever there is an occasion where his friends gather around his to help him, his thoughts of receiving the worst are dismissed and he has a feeling of being grateful to them

And today was meant to be...special.
And it's just sometimes, I missed you rather too much, and don't say "Oh you saw me on Monday" sometimes it's just too brief.

Bah
Seems like depression infects.

I'll leave it at that.

Today

2010-05-20T07:47:00.001+01:00

Good Morning.

Today.

possibly.

2010-05-19T19:01:00.001+01:00

Maybe
If only...
Slighly

and me?
No.

I highly doubt it

2010-05-18T19:45:00.002+01:00

405th post

Just to mention

techinally...we still have 4 more days.

And 90534

I have limited it to 5

I will find out
mwhahahaha

I'm on to you.

2010-05-17T19:09:00.004+01:00

At a graveyard...

On a tree....

At a bench...

In the cinema...

In the rain...

Next to the bus stop...

It doesn't quite matter.

Just wait.
and you'll see.

Just perhaps what it might be.
10.
and
7
and
2
and
just this speical
1

13

2010-05-17T09:25:00.000+01:00

Oooh

Mabye
I'll just

use

number....

13

2010-05-16T21:56:00.001+01:00

Ahhh
Go away

No one cares.

Aw, are you all Mr. Grumpy-Face today?

2010-05-16T17:50:00.001+01:00

And such is the little wonders of the world

heheheee....
that was pretty amazing

Aw, are you all Mr. Grumpy-Face today?

2010-05-16T12:05:00.001+01:00

she loves me so much

I feel so god damn special sometimes

thankyou

One month later.

2010-05-16T11:32:00.003+01:00

Bah.
And even with care planning, You bound to miss out one of the variables.
Was looking forward to it as well...
Bah
You have work
I guess you can't come now...
stuipd false alarm.

And...I won't get to see you...at least till Thrusday? And I doubt Friday either.

Bah. And this Saturday was one month too.

Ah well.
Should of asked eariler.

2010-05-15T19:53:00.002+01:00

So if you die in a dream, you wake up in realitly nothing;s wrong...

So what happens if you die in reality?

you die you idiot...that's why they call it reality...

Why?

2010-05-15T18:58:00.001+01:00

Such are the expressions.

And agian?

Why?

Ah.
Hope for the best.

Hmmmmm

2010-05-15T16:57:00.001+01:00

...And such is our world.

There will be times worth living.

And others...not so.

Ah well.

2010-05-14T22:43:00.001+01:00

Do you know?
The speed at which cherry blossoms fall...
At what speed must i live,
To be able to see you again?

One more time
One more chance....

Just
only

five cm...

Distant Everday Memories

220410

2010-05-14T18:51:00.002+01:00

“These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.”

(p. 320)

I might just read it.

Though...admitly....rape
and
Why...can't....I?
and don't say
because it's feels too nice

uh huh.
Still ill.

though...
you're probably in more pain.

Sunday

2010-05-13T19:49:00.000+01:00

Surprise cure

Very unexpected.

And to top it off....Sunday

iloveyou

2010-05-12T22:03:00.001+01:00

eurgh

it's only been a day.

why?

Maybe it's because you didn't acutally get to spend that much time with her.
Just a gerneral whisper...she was upset...and

poof

gone.

You'll just have to wait.
Like all people do.