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Even a broken clock is right twice a day...

To you dearest,

Say goodbye

Under the apple tree
It's only the morning passage; It's later than you think
...Bridge to nowhere
Man; no...Child of the troubled...Made to feel the way that every child should.


Ufullfilled feelings.
Friendship, Rain, Seperation, Spring

Tears...Oh look - Raindrops....



14:22


...And she leaves us.

Expected; nevertheless...it still hurts that she doesn't care anymore...
Hoped she would stay at least for a bit....

12:29


And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression...Single facial expression of hate.

I find it hard to tell you...emotional suicide

"Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain."

07:28

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

Alone...

Rather...alone.
Now would be a great time to start worring about me.

22:35


Ten Years of growing indifference in people's hearts towards one another...

Ten years wondering...what happened?

Where did I go wrong?
...Do all these words depress you?

Well you have a choice - deny the truth
...And laugh with the sinners or cry with the saints

18:47


I find it hard to tell you; You just look right through me

Look right through me

Emotional Suicide~~Worn out places, worn out faces

10:42


Pointless.

I'm awake in the infinite cold.
I've tried to write over and over again...as my soul journeys into nothingness

07:42

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Despite pushing her away...
She still talks to me.

Shows you how close we are?

19:01


"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be."

11:37


To all those who left this world because they could'nt take the pain of being alone and misunderstood,

I wouldn't want to be you, have a hard enough time just being me,
When was the last time you saw a glimpse of humanity in this place?

Why your life is filled with problems, heartaches, loneliness and sorrow?

Locked the door and Bared the windows


To All who Suffer and Hurt

09:34

Monday, 14 December 2009

Isn't Life kind to those who are hurting
Isn't Life kind to those who suffer
Isn't Life Kind to those who are alone and lonely


My haunted heart can't rest in peace
It's buried with her memory; I have to keep crossing a bridge that just won't burn

19:32


Sunlight through plugging of the world dazzling
I hit the bell for peace soul.

Gentle melody, the end of the remembered

木漏れ日の差し込む、眩い世界
平和への鐘打つ魂よ。

These deep wounds, are like ocean's depths. These crimson sins, become colourless with death.

I know Saint Peter won't call my name; Never an honest word

09:45


It's a different pile everyday; Made to look a different way, same feelings though
Bad...At timesI'd give anything to have that chance, if only once more

If you read my words and think I'm crazy; You're not alone
If the diease of denial has blinded you; Grow out of your tantrum
Pray you get your comomn sense eyesight back before it's too tate

All I have to look forward to is the fact that things in my life

And life itself are only going to get worse

07:35

Sunday, 13 December 2009

I hate the way I don't hate you not even close, not even a little bit, not even any at all.

Pale light bloom, believe in the supply,
I look lined with layers.

Gentle melody, the end of the remembered

I hate the way I don't hate you not even close, not even a little bit, not even any at all.

20:28


"一陣の風舞う闇夜の世界
虚空へと旅立つ魂よ。
Gust of wind flying world of dark night...
I set off into nothingness soul"

Gentle melody, the end of the remembered
If only one wish come true,

Before I die, let me understand my prayers...
Let me...See you one more time...

14:09


I'm awake in the infinite cold
The Spirit is over town
Blooming white sky for the voice of one calling tonight
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

08:36