Is it right what I have done? To dive into the depths of morality and to take such friends and drive them apart? And yet again another drops, foolish God complex.

Perhaps it makes more sense, the thirst for knowledge, that path which has forsaken another friend. Bah.

Anyway. What I was trying to say is perhaps instead of being so focused and not giving a damn and using people to gain leverage...Actually I kinda enjoy this.

There's a sense of empowerment. I understand now why I have so little friends.


I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. 

So you're going to let them think you're all dead?

It's the only way. I got too big, too noisy. Time to step back into the shadows.


The point is no one checks this blog anymore. Let's this be where I shall pour out once more.