Then she goes on.
I don't know

I want to cry.

Just come quick...Apirl's plan.
Apirl's 1st.

Please.

My final escape.

And what imprudence it was for me to fall for such a heartless creature,

That she would hurt me,
Lying in obscurity,

A tear glistening on my cheek, questioning whether you’re missing me too.
A final word could change forever, but what can I do when I see you next to never?
A final tear, a final bow. Solemnly I think forward; I will make it through this, somehow...

You turned your back on me.
And gave me silence.
I shut my eyes painfully.
You're so quiet...

Cant you just wake up and see,
This picture she has painted is nothing like me?

Standing.
And all I can see is you
But I keep on praying that
My dreams won't come true

Or are they nightmares
I can't make up my mind
My reality keeps on fading
Soon I will be blind

But this is the way it has to be - For never and ever

Ahh...
Do take advangate peeps.
Are we sure we on the right way?
Yes...honey...

It wont' be long before I stop answering.
*cough*
April 1st...

They say "life must go on," and during the day that's largely true. But when the sun sets, life again comes to a jarring halt.

At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night

Oh...I don't know...
surprise me?

Ask me anything...I'll promise to answer truthfully

Long. Disappointing.

Bleh.
On the other hand.
Shoot. I'm giving you the chance to answer me anything.


And I'll give you a truthful, and straight forward answer.

How's your heart?

I realised, that my heart is just glass.

Same old vision.
A wedding day.

ahhh....Will it happen? Maybe? Perhaps?
91258 thinks not...

In fact....We'll see. At December yeah? If they're still....as one, Vimto?

Why...? These...such times...

In times like these, it's helpful to remember that there have always been times like these

Liebesträume - Dreams of love...

Tried to avoid her.
Did almost work...till the end.

Damn it! I though you left already.
Ah...The angst and agony of having to deal with short-comings gloriously gives way to the joy and hope of not having to face failure alone...That secert dream.

To try and try and yet come up short - to hang my head while giving report,
not able to make anything right,
turns brightest day to darkest night.
Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak; brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak.

Failure has never been part of my plan.
I curse times I don’t, when I know that I can.
My standard, my goal, my hope is perfection, yet I am met with regret, rebuke and rejection.
Failure is a companion I have grown to despise, its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.

In you I can see love, understanding and more.
You think me a winner regardless life’s score.
When I’ve nearly given up, drowning in failure...

Well...This is the part where I hope you would come in.

Is it horrible that a coffin maker would want people to die?
Is it terrible that a doctor would want people to be sick?
If not...Am I excused?
If not...Am I as unmoral as them?

I don't know...Is it natural I should be secertly happy?
Yet somehow...

Nothing but feelings...of upset...sorrow...
Maybe it's because...all you really is, to see her smile.

Morning...and...and birds..

Shouting worship choked in a wave of silver
The offering's grief for Deceiver's pride,
Salvation man is a cup of fire
But hope is the star on a morning tide