Friday, 8 January 2010
"I used to think that the hardest thing for me to do was waking up in the morning ...Until i saw you two together"There comes a time you feel so alone no matter how much company you have…
Its not the sadness or being scared that is hard in being lonely..but to accept that in no one in the billions of people in the world fought just to be with you
In the end the walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.
I guess in the end...I can't make someone my everything.
It's obvious now; when they are gone,
I'll have nothing.
Sometimes when I say “Oh, I’m fine.”
I want someone to look me in the eye and say
“Tell the truth.”
I don’t run away I walk away slowly and it kills me to know you don’t care enough to follow me.
ahhhh....
Pain doesn’t hurt when it’s all you’ve ever felt - Most people would rather be certain they’re miserable, than risk being happy
What once was a raging fire burning within is now nothing more than a mere smoldering ember doomed to burn itself out only to have it’s warmth and light fade away into nothing. What this ember craves to become a fire once again it cannot find. It’s to starve to death, just as my heart starves for love… It’s only a matter of time when my heart and this ember will fade into nothing.
20:23