My horoscope says:
You are feeling quite giving now and it's nearly certain that there's someone close who needs what you've got. Your energy is all directed outward, so push it a bit and see who's ready for it.

I read that after today.
I really do give up. After today, much teaching. Much leaturing.
I look to the other philosphers, and they endure much more hardships than I.

I really shouldn't give up.
But... Even if I put aside my love problems. I wish I had something that...could keep me going. Something to moviate me...to move.

Maybe just simply something to keep me alive.


And the more I think about it. The more I realise how two-faced you are.

Soooo....Who'es this "someone close who needs what you've got"?