...And yes, I do realised missed yetserday.
Give me a min, it's been rather...upturn for me.

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Oooh okey. Take deep breath.
As I make my way to lesson, which so happens to be...Maths.

So what do you have.
You have x=1
and x³+9x² +33x+25=0
Well, I'm sure you can rearrange x=1 to x-1=0

Now...from that we can divide that from x³+9x² +33x+25=0

giving you a rather nice x²+8x+25.
Therefore...(x+1)(x²+8x+25) is equal to x³+9x² +33x+25
Ooh...look at that it asks for solutions too

well, b²-4ac tells us that it's less than zero, Oh dear.
Only one real root?!
Well...using the quadartic formula, we'll get -8+ or - √-36 all over 2
But wait!
You can't have the sqrt of a negative number!
Of couse you can.
The answer comes to -4+ or - 3i
(x+1)(x+4-3i)(x+4+3i)

Solutions for X is -1, -4+3i, -4-3i

Meh, simple stuff really.
I rather like maths, unlike people, they stay certian. 2+2=4 always. -1 * -1 always = 1
Does make you wonder though. Why does it make 4? Why does it make 1?
In life it doesn't.

When in life will you see a double negative making a postive?
ahh...laughing at that idea very much.
With all this..."negative" stuff happening...I'm wondering when will I get this nice postive thing.
Even...if it is...-1*-1*-1-*-1-*1= -1.
I should...still get a postive number along the way...before finally hitting that negative right...?

ah...the bright sunlight, that one morning.
Woke me up slowly from sleep but nothing really mattered.

Rather odd dream...Well. I'm not going to tell you all of it.
You'll just either pity, or be sicken.

So you have a traingle.
Right angle one to be precise.
where 2π rads=360 degs.
So a traingle.
ABC
where angle < ABC is right angle and the angle to the right is π/3 and the h lenght is 5 So...another sinθ o/h sin π/3rads (or 60 degs) =o/5 giving you 5 *(sin π/3rads (or 60 degs)) =0

o = (5√3)/2

Really.

I miss 3 months of lessons? (well the doctor claims) And I catch up, and beat you guys too? Really, patheic.

Talking about simplistic people... He dreams about being alone? She was the last person to leave you? Ahh...fear of being alone? What a werid little dude. His family loves him. They bloodly spoilt him What does he have to fear of being alone. Really. Odd. that's putting it nicely by the way.

Moving on, I stopped pass the park. Hmmm, let's take a walk through it.
Think, think, think, think, think.
And it was just that I felt lost in my place.

At first, this blog was like a little place where I could insert times where thoughts became overloaded in the brain.
Rather...too much thoughts.
Then it came a little plea. Plea for help.
Hope you'll get the little message across. A little random hug at times when I'm down.
A little hand...please may I hold you hand...I'm rather scared of getting lost.

Just that no one seems to understand my mind, it really doesn't seem that anyone care to know what is it that troubles me inside.

You feel lonely?
You have far more than you think. Family...Her....friends...fun much.
My family is disfunctioning.
I woke up to early sunshine...

Really, I wish.
Rather more like to a suicidal...Nevermind.
It has powerful psychoical effects you know?
Espically on the youngest. Oh...don't mind me.
I'm totally cold hearted bastard who has no care for anyone or anything.
Because that's how I am.

You forget my birthdays...insult just about everything I do...And when you really need it, you want me to help you?
Go to hell.
Just...the feeling to know you'll die. Glads me up.
Stuipd. Arrogrant. Ignorant.
Eventually, maybe. You'll...di-

Oh dear. Just the longing for a family...Or maybe someone just to care for me.
I'm just a little child.
In the dark.

Thoughts of suicide. Hmm. Since very young.
I guess, what kept me going, was the fact, that I will prove you wrong.
I AM better than you. In every single way.

And I will make you pay.

Feeling lonely in my heart, it's just though everything seems to be right.
Everyone seems...so, happy.
What can I do? Might as well join them, smile with them.

And as I walked through my park...I see, I want...to
Take a walk with you, away
From everything that makes me want to cry.
So close our eyes...
Escape this town for a little while.

And in the midst of the old song of memories...I try to fall asleep.

Take a walk with me now
Be my friend.

So as I wake up at 5.
Bright and early for my daily races.
Where am I really going?
Going nowhere, going nowhere acutally.

And now my tears are filling up my glasses.
No expression, no expression
None at all.

So, when I'm upset what do I do?
Take a walk when I feel low and nothing seems to comfort me on the inside.

Oh dear. Tears.
They won't stop following.