A simple dream...And I as I try to remember it, as it slowly fades...I quickly write down the jist of it...

"One search to find the on...Just; two gentle arms to guide me
Meraly wanting assurance, one that won't denied me.

What moon? No moon up in the sky...
No night is foreign to me....denied much.

World's crumbling...Sorrow at peak...
Magical card tricks....magical wands...
I know your card...

Will someone hear desperate cries...Of pain and tears and piercing knives?
This throbbing seems to burst veins in head...Oh what is happening....

Feel torment; my heart aches; Is there a solution to this problem?
My life this will take...

Breath is labored.. every movement an effort...
Mind is dead, eyes sore with tears...

Bahh...! Bring thyself to thy senses...!
Grapple with myself, try to bring myself to my sense
No avail....no....

Pain, Hot searing pain, it surges & stabs
Groping in the darkness of my heart...
Those stained pillows my witnesses

That moment - curse when I fell for you.
Now as each moment takes me away from you.

I wanted you to pass...call it a nother one of my phases
Thoughts from peculiar places - Just another one of many smiling faces
But you stayed with me,
And followed.

Needed you to faded
Hopelessness bordering on insanity
Unable to breathe...perhaps...maybe not...
Why ntot stay? Face the execution. Black hole.

A scar on the heart - To remind of the pain endured..."

And in the end.. Sleep I lost - Memories I keep
And I realised...I'm never truely going to heal...
And why I love you everyday
Because you just don't fade away